whyy r guys like this ?

Why are all GUYS the same ?
wait .
y do i care ?
hmmm ....
i juz realised my stupid dumbass ex
is god damn useless ..
n he's like so.... nt ready for a relationship !
n im asking myself .
y do guys go for looks ?
why looks ?
why weight ?
why shape ?
why not the personality ?
the heart ?
the sincerity ?
the faithfulness ?
WHY GUYS ?
WHY ?
hmmm ....
guys so dun understand me .
i hate my ex .
yarr rytteee !
as if !
i still luv hym .
i gez ...
why do guys like me ?
whats in me tt u like ?
i wanna noe the truth !
damn i hate guys !
cn i hide frm them for a week atleast ?
well , all guys other than my brother ofcourse ..
actually , i dunno what to write abt ..
just bored so im like spouting nonsense .
k lurh ...
wanna sign outs .
bubye ! tc beb !

The Beginning .

hmm ...
my 1st tyme using dis thing .
hahah !
well ...
lyfe huh ?
tough eyh .... so hard ..
sumtymes wanna die oso hav ..
bt ... nt gonna commit suicide .
im nt tt stupid kehh !
n im nt tt innocent either .
its juz me .
notink cn change tt .
i wanna b myself so ...
LET ME BE !
niwaes ...
bout my lyfe ..
its been tough since young ..
well ..
bth parents divorced n remarried .
one passed away n d partner goes missing ..
mum n stepdad ?
in Egypt ..
wad cn i do ryte ?
maybe its meant 2 b lyk dat ..
nw i live wif my brothers ..
well ...
my eldest brother is in CPC ryte nw ..
he's remanded ..
n QRP is closed dwn , so ..
all remanded ppl goes CPC ..
he's sentenced oreadi i gez ..
i hpe he gets 2nd probation ..
i oni hav 2 brothers .
eldest : Abg Rudy ..
2nd : Abg Ricky ..
nw i live wif Abg Ricky ..
n his fren which helped us a lot .
his fren ; my godbro : Abg Isaac
ermm ..
i dunno wad else wanna sae..
so ....
GUDBYE !